Becoming Books Library

Authored solely by Joshua (JD Merritt). A practical, creative way to face what hurts, make room for it, and choose what comes next.

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Becoming

The First Step by Joshua (JD Merritt)

The foundational work of Paint Yourself Happy. "Becoming" lays out the philosophy of stripping away external expectations, confronting emotional resistance, and using creative expression to rebuild identity from the inside out.

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The Core Series

Each publication features a companion workbook for cognitive reflection and artistic execution.

Opacity and the Lack Thereof

Opacity & the Lack Thereof

Book 1 — By Joshua (JD Merritt)

Exploring transparency as exposure. How hiding behind emotional opacity prevents healing, and how letting yourself be seen releases tension.

Where Is Your Art When the Lights Go Out?

Where Is Your Art When the Lights Go Out?

Book 2 — By Joshua (JD Merritt)

Navigating creative blocks and personal dark nights of the soul. Finding light and raw art when external validation disappears.

It Was All for You Anyway...

It Was All for You Anyway...

Book 3 — By Joshua (JD Merritt)

Deconstructing the paradox of approval. Shifting your art and life focus from pleasing others back to your own authentic healing.

The Art of Letting Go

The Art of Letting Go

Book 4 — By Joshua (JD Merritt)

Release as a deliberate creative practice. Learning when to stop painting, when to surrender baggage, and how to make room for new growth.

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